REVEN!!!

I will be waiting for you although it takes millions years,
I still want you, But now Im with another guy,
How could you juz dump me REVEN ???
My dad said once "If you love Reven, fuck off from this house!"
Because I really love you and so I took my bag and went stay my friends house.
Even Ika dunno this.
You know how much I suffered because of you, but I don't mind cause I love you.

REMEMBER ???

the place that I wrote bout my dreams...that never come true...:((

???

Hey! Im invisible to you right?
Its ok.
I know that Im desperate to you..and irritating..thats why you acting as though Im invisible...I will never forgive you!!!
If you're acting such shits!

I WILL

I will follow every single word you said,
I will fall for your words,
I will fall for your actions,
I will kill myself if you said so,
I will jump of the building if said so,
Why not love me???
Im truly going insane,
How could you just leave me like this?
You're so mean to me!!!
Why must you be like this?
There will be a way if you say yes to me,
Please, I beg you!
Don't be like this,
I love you.

=((

I'm just feeling so madly-insane...
I need someone that truly understand me like you...
Because I'm so lonely,
You cure my loneliness,
you cure my sadness,
I can't ever find someone like you,
You totally different from others,
I've experienced the same thing with many people,
But I never felt how it was with other people but you,
Now my my heartache, Just take a knife and kill me,
I will be happier cuz Ive to worry bout nothing anymore.

LOVE SAYING

Love is delicious because you can't get enough.
All I really need is love, a little chocolate now and then it doesn't hurt.
Don't forget to love yourselves.
I love you till the cows come home.
If love is a movie, you'd be a box office hits.
Its rainy day when you're not around.
Let love be your greatest aim.
Life is the flower for which the love is honey.
Love is the master key which opens the gate of hapiness.
Love is to think about someone else more times than think about yourselves.
Love make verything lovely.
Love make life so confusing but without love would you want to live?
Love without a return is like a question without answer.
Lovers, like bees, lead a honey sweet-life.
Absence sharpens love, presence strengthens it.
Gravitation is not responsible for people falling in love.
The best way to love is to love like you never have been hurt.
The hardest thing to do is to watch someone you love with someone else.
The love we give away is the only love we keep.
There is no remedy for love but to love more.
Theres nothing more important in life than love.
Love is like a butterfly, hold it too tight, it'll crush, hold it too loose it'll fly.
Blessed is the season which engages the whole world in a conspiracy of love.
Talk to me when I'm bored, kiss me when I'm sad, hud me when I cry, care for me when I die, love me when I'm still alive.
People say you only fall in love once, but when I hear your voice, I fall in love over again.

ONE SIDED LOVE?

I think ur heart is still with me...
But my heart is with me...not with you...
problems and tortures..up ahead...
since too many complaint from strangers...i could not believe any of them..
it's totally breaking my broken pieces again..but..it's k..things have to go on still
as my decision..I will try to get you in my life when time comes...till then nobody can replace ur place..

LOVE QUOTES FROM ME

I wanted you to be there when I fall, stand by my side through it all. I wanted you to wipe the tears I cried, to always just be by my side.I didn't wanna end up as "friends" .. was that to hard to understand?

Your my priority so stop making me options.

It just the memories that hurts me.

Can I put my headphones on and make believe, that everything's fine and not incomplete? Can I turn the music on high and try with all my might .. to not cry in the darkness by myself tonight?

If its whatever to you. Why should I care too.? I wont leave you I promise. But Im not pausing my life for you.

People who don't love themselves first do not have the right to love someone else or have someone else to love them back..

WOULD YOU JUST LISTEN?

Would you just listen and please don't say a word, just yet,
I'd like you to think back to the very first time we met,
How you felt around me? The memories we shared,
And just remember that once upon a time, you really cared.

Now think about how we parted, and how much I cried,
But please don't speak, remember that I never ever lied,
That I told you the honest truth about why we were to split,
But now I'd like you to know that my heart broke bit by bit.

The pain was deep, unbearable and painful, for so many years,
I'll never forget all the sadness, all the uncontrollable tears,
Slowly I am rebuilding my life, I am content with what I've got,
And although it is hard I am beginning to forget what I have not.

You were a special part of my life that I will never forget,
A part of my life that broke my heart, but that I don't regret,
You gave me some happy memories that I'll keep in my heart,
Although sometimes I wish that you and I didn't have to part.

You were my first love and my true love, that will always be so,
After all of the heartache, sadness and never ending pain, I know,
You and I had something special and that will never change,
Because I love you and loving someone else will always seem strange.

Would you just listen and please don't say a word, not ever,
I'd like you to remember that once upon a time, we said forever,
That I had hopes and dreams, that I was the one who threw them away,
And this is something I will always regret until my dying day.

THE LUCKIEST GUY

Dear the luckiest guy in the world
It is me again, the hopeless guy.
Writing to you another note
But I really don't know exactly why

We both have something in common
The angel that we both love.
I am writing this to take out pain
Not to make your life anymore tough.

I was always dreaming and imagining
One day she will open her eyes
Then she'll realize how much I adore her
How One day I'll be a surprise

Having you in her life
All my dreams have faded
I am just a hopeless guy
My every day is jaded.

We were not alike
That is why she chose you
I was just being myself
I was being so true

You grew up in a land
Which was full of brightness
Me, since my childhood
Got use to this darkness

You can smile all the time
As you have much happiness
I got use to teardrops
Yet for her, it is meaningless.

I had the deepest feelings
Yet never she could see
Can you do me a favor?
Advise her not to hate me

You are the luckiest guy
Finding the reality of my dream
Yet I have no complaint
As it is destiny's chosen theme

ALL IN 1 MINUTE

I look at the clock,
it says 1:41,
i know thinking of you,
ill never be done,

you run through my mind,
and occupy all my time,
wondering why you're gone,
and why you're not mine,

i think of you constantly,
for some reason i cant stop,
knowing that for always,
you'll forever have my heart,

my days go by so slow,
cause you run through my head,
i said I'd love you forever,
isn't that enough said,

you also haunt my dreams,
if you know what i mean,
i wake up often,
with sweats and screams,

why do i sleep by myself,
I'm alone in my bed,
i know I'll be thinking of you,
till the day i am dead,

now still all these thoughts,
just run through my brain,
cant stop thinking of Reven,
i think i'm going insane,

i feel i wanna kill myself,
people say thats not what to do,
but i turn and look at the clock,
and it says it's only 1:42....

HE DIED FROM A BROKEN HEART

He moved to a new town,
felt like he was lost,
he always wore a frown,
till he seen the angel across,

one day he met her,
it was like a sign,
she was so pretty just,
endless like time,

together they fell,
in deep love real fast,
vowed to love each other,
that they'd always last,

then it got stronger,
deeper than thought,
he'd love her forever,
felt life was to short,

then something went wrong,
and they spent less time,
the boy started to wonder,
is she even still mine,

till one day she called,
and heres what she said,
"id rather be alone,
then with u instead,

from that day on,
inside more he died,
he couldn't let go,
no matter how hard he tried,

two and a half years have past,
in life he feels he has no part,
twenty-one days later,
he died from a broken heart,

heres to all u lovers,
who don't picture your selfs apart,
make sure you cherish every moment,
right from the very start

CRYING

I know I promised I'd never make you cry;
I know it hurts but please dry your eyes.

I will give to you whatever you need;
A hug, a kiss, just tells me please.

To see you cry is a terrible sight;
Just let me love you and I'll hold you tight.

I'll do anything you want to make you proud;
I'll climb the highest peak and yell your name aloud.

I love you to much to see you cry;
Please sweetheart don't say goodbye.

Don't push me away I must stay near;
To gently wipe away your tears.

If we must truly say goodbye;
One more time just close your eyes.

And let us share one final kiss;
For you are the love, I will forever miss.

JUST FRIENDS?

I love you more every day,
My name I long for you to say.
Do you know just how I feel?
Do you know this love is real?
Sometimes I wonder what you think.
When you hear my name, do your cheeks turn pink?
Do you dream about me every night?
Wish to hug me and hold me tight?
Do you think we're meant to be?
Together forever, you and me?
These are the questions that run through my mind,
Your way into my heart, you did find.
It drives me crazy as to what I should do,
Should I risk a friendship and confess to you?
Or should I keep my feelings inside,
Keep them locked up, let them hide?
I just don't know what to do anymore,
My heart it aches, my heart it's sore.
I love you more than you could know,
And I don't want to ever let you go.
So even if I'm just a friend,
I'll always love you until the end.

ANSWER ME!

Why can't we be together?
How we can we be together?
What makes us like this?
Is this really fair?
Why religion exist?

2 JUNE 2010

Its over.
I don't even know who you are, where you're from and I don't even know you're background. Sorry friend, I guess I should dump you for your own good. Not that I hate you, think for yourselve. Maybe, I am right, we were not meant to be together. But it's ok. There's still life in us to continue. Good bye! :(

THE FUTURE

Study well for your future
just one and a half years to go...
then you have freedom,
till then just wait...
as long theres life in you,
you can do whatever you like

FROM ME TO YOU

Never hold my hand if you're going to break my heart,
Never look into my eyes if you're into lies.

Love is like a wild rose, calm and beautiful,
but willing to draw blood in its defense.

Love is life but life is faith.
Couple is trouble but trouble is a friend.

X-JUDGE

Plz forgive me for what I've done before this,
I know a thing, that I always pressure you,
I don't even realize that,
And for now, I just can judge a thing,
That we are not meant to be together,
Is not because that we don't have each others love,
But it's because of others,
See they don't understand us,
They always look forward for themselves.

UNDERSTANDING IS ACCENTS

I love you so much...
what ever you do, I don't care because I doesn't want to control you..
but if you say "I HATE YOU" I do care
sadness always get into you...
anger always attack yourselve...
things sometimes get horible...
and sometimes more better than that...
past is past...
present is present...
just forget what is past...
and always focus onto your target...
this is always what I can tell you when you are sad...
and I love you more than so much...